i want a mannequin, but she won't let me in

HER MINDS MADE UP SHE DON'T WANNA GO STEADY. so I know I've been MIA lately but, I've had people observing my every fucking move. because of hospital, which was sadsadsad, but im free now. free as a birdplanetraineautomobile. I shall update almost daily and I'll get back on track. I'm still 5'10, obviously. But now I'm fatfatfat at 135 pounds, will get down to 110 before summer ends. mark my words.

being sent back to the hospital. wont be able to write for ages. or starve, this is so bad

oh wow. found this off google, but wow. 

you've come a long long way, baby. 

fuuuck recovery okay? fuck it. i'm baaack. can't look at all this fat anymore, its making me sick.
i pretty promise to post more now, this is it. i am going to be 0 kg. low as i can go, just like limbo, but it takes longer.

read stick figure. it's cute.

doblidablydae, alright and as i promised a wonderful (and, she is wonderful) friend off here i shall make a video, buuuuut only when i get to my goal weight because cmon. like i'd get on camera.

looove you all, sorry for abandoning you, will not happen again!

nanananananana

i don't need food. food isn't fuel, food just weighs you down. I'm good, so so so good. for the first time in a long time, lalalala. tomorrow i re-start my exercise routine! ah, that'll be such a pain,

well, for a moment at least, but then i'll realise how beautiful it is, how it helps me be thin. 

after all, the thinner is the winner. 

ahhh, happy days! 

ON ANOTHER NOTE, the diet is going terrific at the moment not even remotely hungry and ah. had two apples so far today, and i think i'll skip the one i'm supposed to have for dinner.