I'm really really deadly sorry that I haven't been active!  But, ah well.
I've gotten into a fancy-shmancey boarding art school which i'm too too exited for.
I've lost, ONLY A POUND since you've last read?
ONLY A POUND.
Working my ass off for a pound. Sooomebody help me.


I think I'm in love and i'd like to be married and move to a very nice quiet town where people ride bikes and burn calories doing everything everywhere. I wish no one was fat. Fat people make me sad. I make me sad, ah, the complications of life.

I leave dubai on wednesday with a broken heart. 

Oh well, you win some you lose some. 

I'm actually better today, a lot better, I mean, what did I expect to do? Marry the guy?

maybe

But no! I am okay, I am okay and happy and not eating. And as I cried yesterday, cheeks snuck into my room and gave me his psp. A strange gesture, but a gesture indeed.

Anyway, I really am feeling better, but I think I'm off french people for the next.. forever.

Hope you guys are doing well! 




Today I'm going to have one boiled egg (80), four mushrooms (16), one grilled tomato (32)

Hello! 


I realise I haven't been posting for a while, let's just say french guy ended up to be a total tête de la merde which really sucks, because he was hot.


Also, I've been eating lately because I've been with him, even thought I could begin being normal, I would cry because of how many calories I was eating, but no, not with him. Not one complaint. douche. 


Don't worry though, I'm heart broken and was just being used for sex. Ah, again?

Guys suck.

Bodies, suck. Bodies allow guys to suck. Sucking, sucks. I'm so bummed. It's actually morbid how I turn to starvation when I'm sad. 

hello, starvation.           I'm sorry, but can I just put it out there that I really, really am an idiot. 

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Okay, no! That part of my life is cut. I cut it. I do not want it. 

From tomorrow on, I shall concentrate on food, and the calming effect of losing weight. 

I hope you are all doing better then me, and fantastic! 

Au revoir, mon amis.