Everything hurts, always. It's hard to sit down, to lay down, even walking is a pain. My legs are always sore (from the constant exercise), and my bed is as hard and as uncomfortable as a brick.
Finished reading "The Best Little Girl In The World", oh why do they always recover?I'm a little jealous.
Anyway, other then that, not as tired anymore! Which is really really good. Very cold, though. Still no scale and I'm dying here. I want a scale so badly, to see those numbers. Obviously, they wont be "pleasant" but you know. They'll be better! My parents aren't letting me stick to the whole vegetarian things. They say, and I quote, "We invite you to go on holiday with, you eat like a human, not a goat" well, I don't think I'm eating cans so it's all good.
Meal plan for today goes something like.. Two low fat rice cakes (29x2=58), One cup Oceana light cranberry juice (20), A tomato (35), half a cup of rice (242/2=121), and a pickle (8).
Which would leave me at a total of 242, though, if my family is watching, I'll have one more cup of Oceana light cranberry juice (20), and a date (40).
Which would give me a total of 302.
Alright so Marya Hornbacher's "Wasted" Is my all time favourite Ana/Mia book. Then "The best little girl in the world", followed by "Wintergirls" Are there any more books on the topic you'd recommend? If so, please let me know.
Got into a fight with an bulimic friend of mine via - bbm. She called me fat I told her I wish she'd stick her fingers so far down her throat she'd choke and die, she's apologised five times, immature am I? if you ask me, fat is still the worst thing in the world to say. She's agreed with my biggest fear.
On a lighter note, if any of you do have bbm, I swear I'm not always so mean! So contact me and we can talk, it'll be fun, a support-like thing!
Finished reading "The Best Little Girl In The World", oh why do they always recover?
Anyway, other then that, not as tired anymore! Which is really really good. Very cold, though. Still no scale and I'm dying here. I want a scale so badly, to see those numbers. Obviously, they wont be "pleasant" but you know. They'll be better! My parents aren't letting me stick to the whole vegetarian things. They say, and I quote, "We invite you to go on holiday with, you eat like a human, not a goat" well, I don't think I'm eating cans so it's all good.
Meal plan for today goes something like.. Two low fat rice cakes (29x2=58), One cup Oceana light cranberry juice (20), A tomato (35), half a cup of rice (242/2=121), and a pickle (8).
Which would leave me at a total of 242, though, if my family is watching, I'll have one more cup of Oceana light cranberry juice (20), and a date (40).
Which would give me a total of 302.
Alright so Marya Hornbacher's "Wasted" Is my all time favourite Ana/Mia book. Then "The best little girl in the world", followed by "Wintergirls" Are there any more books on the topic you'd recommend? If so, please let me know.
Got into a fight with an bulimic friend of mine via - bbm. She called me fat I told her I wish she'd stick her fingers so far down her throat she'd choke and die, she's apologised five times, immature am I? if you ask me, fat is still the worst thing in the world to say. She's agreed with my biggest fear.
On a lighter note, if any of you do have bbm, I swear I'm not always so mean! So contact me and we can talk, it'll be fun, a support-like thing!
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